we spent it at one religious family.i really didn’t  like it.i don’t know exactly why.it has a lot of do with emptiness.

but i enjoyed food not taking care of my little consciousness, serving myself for about three or four times.i almost fainted.

the recipe for green sauce.too good belive me.good for everything boiled.

an abundant hand of parsley

garlic, if you like it.

tuna fish,as much as you like it.

one boiled egg

not too many capers,too much gets too salty

abundant extra vergine olive oil.

put all into mixer.it’s squisito.trust me.

i know it’s lame to post about christmas gifts but i want to show only some.what can i do if i feel so lucky and happy about it.especially about my snoopy pajama and fake snake skin leggings.i longed for it so..

to please you with this self centered post i’ll put some good music in it.remake of  animal’s collective “my girls” by taken by trees.

my unsuccessful photo session with buzz lightyear,just to say to you enjoy your favorite ones.kiss them and i will kiss mine.each day of the year.

and something i’m really really looking forward to.oh mr burton you’re so good.check out the scene between pig ,johhny depp and helena bonham carter.incredible.

fantastic.

and then i get mad on myself,because things have taken another direction.i’m easily scared.

it is not a good thing to do, because the “wrong”things are always full  of ideas.i repromised myself not to do it anymore in new year, for how much i’m made differently.

and then i found some old summer photos, which makes me long for summer.summer please come soon.i’ll follow you where ever you go.

“Esteja alerta para a regra dos três
O que você dá retornará para você
Essa lição, você tem que aprender
Você só ganha o que você merece”

“Stay alert at the ‘Rule of 3′
What you give you’ll get it back
This lesson you have to learn
You only get what you deserve”

and how his aunt wears ugly shoes, but mighty god,they’re so warm.

for the christmasy feel we just bought some shelves from that big sweden store as they don’t cost absolutely much and are very colorful.that’s more about christmas for me right now.but secretly i’m quite happy to adorn that strange  plastic tree again..

if i had money.

who did it.

one more thing.

i’m participating with 10 illustrations in issue 6 (the book with two CDs)of The Lifted Brow.many many talented people are in,the music is also in.it is the Atlas issue where each illustrator was asked to drawn the country he/she chooses.even the imaginary ones.i’ve chosen balkans.this issue is perfect. you can preorder it here.

the lifted brow

you can see some examples here.and there’s many many other good stuff.the music should be excellent.and 35$ isn’t much for a book and two CD’s.honestly.

just check out the list of people involved.

I know i don’t know/pink

my memory is playing tricks on me/black

i love sales

the blood is the new black

ctrl clothing

and then i love moon.

and the i love Corelli, Arcangelo and Franco.

and then i love to sit in dark, while i think,think,think, think and think about it.

today there starts the Fresh Produce annual exhibition at Gallery Anno Domini.up to 10 works of each artist with prices below 250$.it is a great excuse to buy art.a good one, and i’m not referring to myself.here are some of the works i sent.others have just been added as a chronicle ones.

Gallery Anno Domini.

an incredible pile of sweetnes came out this morning for me.the package from oly.the package was filled with other tiny packages and suprises to open.in a small tiny,tiniest package there was a sweet mushroom waiting for me.i felt it like a journey through someone’s amazingness.

i’m  working on some new pieces.it surprises me how disobedient that process is for me.for much i plan to pull the painting through a certain path, that much it refuses it.and i get easily scared.that’s not a good thing.it’s like being scared of one of your own parts,feelings, thoughts.

at the beginning i thought it is because i’m technicaly very impoverished when it comes to drawing.but it’s not that.actually it should help.

so when it squeezes me i take mr buzz lightyear  and go outside in the neverending november fog.it’s the only way i know how to defend myself.

i don’t know how to be impartial withmyself.you know what i mean?